My father refused to change school 4 me, since this is my last year grade 12 , what shall i do?

but i hated this school , now i am a lone in my school.i lost my friends even best friends what shall i do if it was in my hand i would have changed school and this has affected my grades i mean i was getting 2nd and 3rd ranks till i reach 11th grades because i wanted to change school from grade 11 and now i got 5th rank the problem i am afraid that i may score bad marks since this is my last year of my graduation grade 12 before years i was very ambitious to get best results for me and to make my parents,family proud of me.

and, now i am afraid of how will be my school days in my last year.

as before opening school this year i was committing to suicide and to leave school and start any jobMy father refused to change school 4 me, since this is my last year grade 12 , what shall i do?
Finish school. Even if you switched schools you would still have to make all new friends. So I don't even understand that point of view. It's only one more year! Do you best,concentrate on getting your grades up, and don't worry about the other kids. Soon you will be out of school and into the real world with the potential to go to college and get a great job. It will be worth it.My father refused to change school 4 me, since this is my last year grade 12 , what shall i do?
finish the school year. you were gonna loose them anyway cause i'm sure you all had applied to different colleges.



make new friends
Speak broken english much? Perhaps you should join some volunteer groups outside of school which will give you a chance to make some new friends. Why are all your friends gone? You can test out of most of your classes and graduate early ... talk with your gudance councerlers about this ... or join the army :) give you a little time to figure out things ... but you have to graduate in order to go so FOCUS and maybe get a dog or cat ... they make good friends ... better then most people. Dogs will give you a reason to take a walk every day and exercise is good for the body, the mind, and the soul. Good luck.
Have you read ';the teenage liberation handbook'; by grace llewellyn....its a suggestion and a good one at that.You shouldnt be ambitious to make your folks happy if it is making you so miserable.You dont need to do things like that.Parents should love their kids no matter what its meant to be uncoinditional.I urge you to read this book.It might really help you in your situation.When my daughter had enough of all the bull in school we decided to pull her out and homeschool%26gt;we have never looked back and everyone tells us how smart and clever she is...but you know what its cause she is happy and thats what matters most.

Read the book...ask your library if they have it.It sound slike you are ready to let go of all the bull and move on from there.You need a hug and to just know that it is ok to do what you need to to be happy with who you are....for you...not to be who your parents want you to be.

Also grades are nothing...they just show you can regurgitate what the teachers want you to when they want you to.You will likely forget most of what they taught you in the next few years anyway!

Einstien once said ';education is what is left behind when we forget all the things we have been taught';:)

Its not worth your emotional well being to keep going and you can always come back IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO in a year or twos time when you are feeling stronger in yourself.